It was fun but I've let myself down
I've got to be honest, I absolutely love baiting those out there that don't like me, especially those who like to write about me and my every move. It is soooooo flattering and I admit I do get off on it. You see the thing is, it's programmed into me that when someone attacks, you must be stronger.
When they first started blogging about me I was worried. It was kind of unhealthy that someone would go to such lengths to target me and my family, especially the kids. Once the police got involved, I took their advice and ignored it. "You're obviously doing something right Duncan" was what they told me. It was the lift I needed and thanks to that organised hatred towards me, my life is much better today.
You see, before they started attacking me I had become lazy and complacent. I was happy in my semi-detached house in Wallsend with a night out at the weekend. But when they started trying to make my life difficult the natural defences kicked in. I couldn't just lay there and take a kicking so instead I put in more effort and here I am today, typing this up from Spain with the sun beaming down on my pool behind me. No rent, no mortgage... they say it's a shoe-box and a communal pool but you know what, it's all mine. What they don't know is that I also own next door. That's 2 houses plus 2 apartments, side by side.
They say I live with my mum. That's not true but there are apartments here for when she wants to spend some time under the sun and I'm very proud that I look after the person that gave me life. I always promised dad I'd look after her when he died; I have and always will.
Responding to these muppets is lowering myself to their levels and I'm better than that. I'm a fully grown man, a proud father and son, I'm 35, not 15 yet I've allowed myself to get caught up in playing with these muppets. I deliberately feed them stuff to get a bite and they take it every single time. Me and Steve still have bets as to how many hours it will be before they republish something I say. The laughs we've had. Oh and the latest thing is that Steve has fallen out with me. How funny. Steve is like a brother to me, I love him to bits and always will. They run out of material and have to dream up more and more stuff. I can guarantee that after I post this entry they'll jump on it and that's what I get off on. The fact that someone is that bothered about what I say to spend their own time on me... amazing. It says a lot about their lives. I can understand why they hurt when I think about it.
I know that the day they stop blogging about me and stop talking about me on various LFC forums, that I'm finished. That is when I'll be worried. Every time I see my name mentioned or KopTalk mentioned, even in a bad light, I love it. Every time someone calls me a name, makes an allegation... I grin from ear to ear. I'm an attention whore and I love it.
However, it's time that I stopped feeding them and just let them do their thing. I'm very happy in my life just now and when I mention to friends how I like to cast the line out, they say why do you bother. In a way the attention is a form of advertising for me. So many people have come to us saying "I've heard about your site, people say bad things but I wanted to check it out". It works for me. Of course there will be some cases where the opposite happens but they're the kind of unintelligent people we don't want on our website. We really do try to attract people that are able to think for themselves. People who tend to be a bit thick aren't really the people we want to attract because they have little to offer.
I absolutely love interacting on KopTalk with both our members and non members. My time really must be focused on them and not those former (banned) members or people associated to other LFC websites. They'll always run their mouths... it's just amazing how some of them can't let KopTalk go.
They can keep threatening me, threatening my family and so on but I'm not going anywhere. If I didn't have KopTalk I'd be bored senseless and you can only sunbathe for so long.
Everyone knows my real name, my real address, I'm accountable and easily contactable so for these muppets to suggest I'm a criminal on the run is hillarious. When you have to lie about someone you've been defeated.
So basically this article is the last I'm going to post. I just can't help myself sometimes as I do enjoy the attention they give me. But I'm 35 for God's sake, I can't engage in such childish nonsense any more. I'll always be controversial because it pays well but I really can't lower myself any more.
I wish no harm on anyone. It comes with the territory of being such an awesome person ;)
Joking apart, I gotta go. It's been fun but I really must grow up!
YNWA
Duncan Oldham
Editor
KOPTALK.COM
